THE ANSWER IS IN THE CLOUDS
My daughter open your eyes to the beauty in the Heavenly skys. Let each little white puff of a cloud engulf a great big WHY.
Keep engulfing all your WHYs into this beautiful white clouded sea. Now my daughter, once they are all gathered together and look so freightening - look beyond the dark clouds and see ME.
When all the WHYs are gathered together, they appear as a storm cloud above. My arms can reach beyond these clouds, bring you above and wrap you in my never ending love.
Once these clouds hold all they can hold, I release them to fall into the sea of forgetfullness. Never again to be brought up and again stir up the dust.
Put each WHY and hurt into these clouds to be carried into my arms. My sweet child, don't reach back into the sea of forgetfullness and bring these hurts back up to harm.
Leave them there and know they are in my care. My Armour of God you will now carefully wear.
The enemy's darts will no longer be able to enter your heart. Healing will begin and you will have a beautiful new start.
Don't look at the past and what has been done. Know when I stretched my arms on the cross - those battles for you I have won.
My forgiveness covers you and wipes out the past. I will bring you up higher and it will happen very fast.
You see my daughter, I have souls for you to touch. They long for healing and look for direction oh so very much.
You are now armed with new courage and weapons of Praise. Teach others to look beyond the dark clouds and to Me let their arms be raised.
My daughter I am proud of you for the battles you have won. Know the enemy will be defeated for all the damage he has done.
Look to Me for strength, courage and your new walk. Let me guide you, direct you and give you the words to talk.
Know that when you pull one of those WHYs back down from the sky. You'll see that I've really sunk those WHYs into the sea and there will be no more "God - why? why?"
Lean on me my daughter for I am strong. There will be no more feeling that you are in the wrong.
My hand will be forever upon you and cover you with care. The reflection of Jesus will cover you until people will stand in awe and stare.
Keep your hand in Mine my daughter as we walk this fine line. Together we will pull those percious souls in and I will gather them up in just a short time.
~~ Sharon Lambkin ~~
© March, 1999
READ THE STORY BEHIND THE POEM
Hi . My name is _____ . The other night , I beleive it was last night to be exact,I was telling my friend Mighty Warrior, her spiritual name, abouy the poems you have wrote. Well, she e-mailed you to tell you how much she enjoyed them and that they touched her friend who had so much hurt bottled up inside.Well, Im that friend who is hurting so much .My past just keeps coming back to haunt me . I have no family around as far as parents, My dad was killed in a car accident when I was 16,Im 36 now . I have so much anger ,hurt , and bitterness towards my mother ,I never want to be like her . Any ways she moved off with my youngest sister 16 soon,but didnt bother telling anyone where she moved. Well that just dug the knife deeper . I hold a lot of anger in because of the way she raised me .My gosh you name it Ive done it prostitution .jail, abortions , drugs,alcohol....you see.I do believe in God He has brought me a long way . See I 'm married to a wonderfull man and have three beatuifull children 12,15 1/2 and 17 1/2. They also know God.Ii did raise them differant . My mother never told me about God or church camps . Ive only been saved for about 6 years . I feel I am slowley driftting away from God, my hurt inside stays deep down. I have let some things go but I always keep a little inside. Mighty Warrior _____ is a true friend she knows how hard I try to let go. She also knows how much I hurt. That girl has prayed and prayed for me ,over and over againe. I dont think I would be here if it wasnt for her prayers. I keep asking God ' God just break my heart and start all over againe Let the healing tears flow " but I hurt so bad and hold it in so much I cant even cry any more Sure I can cry But I need God to let those healing tears flow , I dont care if I cry forever , I need to get rid of the hurt I have kept in me for so long . I feel I cant allow God fully inside of me because Im afraid of beeing hurt againe . I know God would never hurt me Gods love is pure and gentle. I know he led me to your web site and I am so gratefull he did . I enjoy your poems so much ,reflections really touched home with me and so did others . Please keep me in your prayers for healing.Iwould like you also to keep ________ in prayer also.She doesnt write poetry, but her music ministry is awesome. God has blessed her voice mightily.She is a true friend . I have no idea why Iam even tellin you all of this ,I guess God has led me to you. Thank you for your poems of encouragement .They are truley special. May God continue to bless you . Name withheld
Update:
These poems are usually a confirmation of something that God is already dealing with a person on and here is further evidence of that.
Hi Sharon , What can I say but Praise God! Thank you for the encouraging words. ...............Let me guide you, direct you , and give you the words to talk...........Sharon those words were straight from God. I told you nothing about how I had been praying for God to give me words to speak so I may bring forth his words to witness and to comfort others. God knowes exactly what we need before we even ask. The poem was just what I needed. I printed it out and have told myself I will read it everyday.I am claiming my healing. Satan has NO chains on me! I thank you and would like to continue to keep in touch. I showed the poem to ________(Mighty Warrior) and you could see the tears begin to form.By the way she was asked to speak at a church tonight! God continues to bless her ministry. I thank God for people like her and yourself.I pray Gods blessings on your ministry and again I thank you for being obedient to the voice of God. Name withheld