I received an e-mail from this precious person who was touched by the hand of God as she read through the Holy Spirit inspired web pages. The finger of the Lord reached down deep into her soul and pulled out feelings she did not even realize she had. Jesus is calling her into a great ministry for reaching the abused and hurting people living in a shell because they cannot face what has happened to them.
This is the first stirring the Lord has placed upon her, but there will be many more ways the Lord has to bring forth healing and revelation from this mighty call of God upon her life.
The Abused, The Confused, The Accuser, and The Abuser
I was
the abused girl
but you could not see
if you just sat and looked at me.
I was a confused girl
but you could not tell
If you just sat and glared at my shell
I was confused about love
I was confused about hate
Until I found that my Savior
Wanted to heal me of my endless fate.
I am healed now and an overcomer you see
but that don't stop Satan from pulling the rug from under me
I'm an overcomer through faith and grace
His mercy stayed with me during the abuse and the hate
I now know my destiny is to minister to others
That they too can overcome the pain and abuse
It can be mentally, sexually, physically and emotionally
But with God in your life's situation you can not loose.
The abused person, It's really hard for them to forgive
It's not you that forgives, but Christ that lives within
When you turn your life over to him you will see
The molding and shaping of a new creature you will be
People still don't know to the extent of my abuse these days
They know not the abuser, the accuser that took my virginity away
I pray for this person each and everyday
That God will heal him and shine the spirit of truth his way
To accept the responsibility of the abuse he inflicted
Toward not only me but of the others he's vindicated.
Now you want to know "Who the accuser or abuser that bought
me shame"
I can not reveal, only God in heaven knows and in time he will
reveal this
mindless game.
I can say he's a dominant figure in society
People love him, cherish him and thinks the world of him
Who is this man so tall, lovable and sweet?
He could be the man that people say can preach.
He can sing, He can pray a powerful prayer
But sometimes I wonder if the Holy Ghost is really there
I pray for the spirit of Truth to come through
So that It will open his eyes of the abuse as a child he too
endured
He blocks his abominable sin towards the abused
To keep from conjuring up the abuse he too had to endure
There is a generation of curses that goes on and on
But with me "It stops in the name of my Lord"
He too is locked away in a protective shell
How do I know God has revealed to me this satanic spell
The abuser feels that if his abuse is revealed
Than all Hell will break loose and his life will end
Little does he know, thats the way Satan will have it
To keep him hid behind the disguised, disgusted mask
Jesus says come out, come out from where ever you are
And feel the burden and shame lifted from you into my loving arms
But if he really look deeply in the book of life from which he
preaches
He will find there is healing and forgiveness in the scripture he
teaches
God wants to heal not only me
But all the abused victims you see
I was once hidden in a shell all my life
With worry's, fears, tears and stress
But if you look at me now you would find
A healed, saved, sanctified, Holy Ghost filled women
Author's name withheld
Update:
After chatting with this precious soul, I have found that she has kept this hidden away for over 15 years and has never confided in anyone. Praise God - He is stirring her soul to bring this out and allow healing. This has sent me on a frantic search for help for this precious soul. The links provided below will be of comfort and help as this story unfolds and the healing is brought about by our Heavenly Father. I thank those who had the courage to post their story and to be able to help others to heal.
This page will continue to grow as my search continues I am finding so many people suffering from this same awful secret they have kept hidden away. I pray God's healing and revelation to these precious souls.
TENDERNESS UNDER GLASS
Story of the sister of this precious soul
I TRIED TO FORGIVE BUT COULD NOT FELL THE FORGIVENESS IN MY HEART......
